22wks tomr

22 wks tommroe & this pregnancy haven't made me happy. Was off to a bad start and life still isn't so great. Ugh sometimes I feel like giving up and getting an abortion (and my mother really wud agree SMH) & sometimes I just can't cause I feel my baby moving and I have too much love in my heart to kill a person 💔. My situation breaks my heart & I feel like I just want to be free this summer / year and start over clean (mom agrees SMH) so with no support at home I'm really more down then up and really feel like giving up... Any opinions or comments ?