First period after m/c

I feel like I'm so broken and dirty. I miscarried 6 weeks ago and felt normal shortly after. But since I got my first period a week ago(I'm off now) I can't stop crying. Feel like my heart is being pulled from chest and put thru a paper shredder. My husband thinks I'm just hormonal but I'm not sure right now if he's right or not. I get mad when he says it but idk what to think. Help me please. Am I wrong for feeling this way...