AF due tomorrow so I tested today

So this morning I could hardly sleep from vivid dreams and achy boobs. AF is due tomorrow so I went to test again today 😔 and it was a bfn. I've been cramping since 5dpo with headaches daily, I've thrown up three times....sore boobs vivid dreams and I'm Very bloated.... I literally broke down when it was negative on my so chest. We lost our twins last year on his birthday and we took some
Time off from actively ttc we just did whatever. We've been ttc all year and I feel like I'm out this month. My SO is very supportive but I just need someone else to talk to whose going through the same thing. To top it off, there was a big pregnant teen begind me in line when I was buying the test and my brothers 18 year old gf is pregnant....I'm just feeling sad and discouraged!Â