Ivf time

💞SuE💞 • 39/ TTC#1 4 rounds of clomid at 25mg. 1 round of ivf/fet failed dec16. 2nd round fresh failed 14feb17. fet in april17
Clomid was something I was certain of.... certain that it would work if I could get my hands on it.
 It took 1 year to have the brighter ovum pregnancy the miscarriage all the tests and procedures done to finally be told I had unexplained infertility and given the magic pills 
The first round gave me 4 follies at only 50mg! I knew one of the rounds would result in pregnancy
then 6 months flew by... turned 38 yrs old and still had bfns
So now I'm done with clomid and its time for <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">Ivf</a> 
I'm terrified of this..... terrified of needles since I was a child but what choice do I have!
It's a race against time for me and I feel old. I have zero faith in my body and have doubts my eggs are healthy 
I worry that <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">Ivf</a> won't work. 
I'm worried that if it does I'll miscarry 
so many worries! 
and they say not to stress.... easily said!!!
So here goes. I'm day 5 of the 21 day wait til my meds arrive. I can manage the pills... but the needles give me nightmares. 
The egg retrieval scares me. Pain scares me, and then round failure scares me. I have to find alot of strength from somewhere.
If there's anyone also looking at a July/August <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">Ivf</a> I would love to share the journey with u. Zig there anyone that could share their experiences I would love the tips 
 I could do with some friends 
xxx