Since then I can't trust him the way I did and sometimes find myself questioning if he's sleeping with someone else especially since we're in our last trimester of pregnancy, I think I make him feel like he's not good in bed (which he's AMAZING it's just to painful for me) so I can see him finding comfort knowing another woman wants him sexually, even if this was true I wouldn't leave him.

 I believe in fighting for what you love. In all honesty the only reasons I would leave is if he ever hit our son to be, which he would never do. And if he ever made me feel like he stopped loving me. Just like with that gamer girl, doing something once will make you doubt in the future for the rest of your life. And when I'm sitting there questioning if he's messaging friends or a girl I remind myself. If it is a girl she's just a good time, and in the end he would choose me. And I get over it. It's wrong, I know. I'll get a lot of "you don't respect yourself," comments. But he's my soul mate and I would go through hell and back for this man. When you find the one, you would be miserable all the time as long as it made them happy. AND 99% of the time I don't have to be sad, he makes me the happiest I've ever been. So I'm fine with that 1% where I get a little self conscious. When do you believe is an appropriate time to get a divorce?