Me and my boyfriend have been together for about 3 years and TTC for a little over a year now. About a month ago I found that he had created a fake Instagram and had been sending pictures back and forth and complementing multiple different females. Also I found he was watching porn over three times a day as well as masturbating three or more times a day. After I found out I freaked out but eventually let it go but everyday it eats me up inside. I don't feel good enough and I never want to have sex with him anymore. I love him with all my heart and don't want to let him go but I don't know what to do at this point. I feel so betrayed by him and I don't know if this is normal and if this should be forgiven. He continues to sneak and watch and masturbate to porn and then go and erase his history on his phone. I do not know what to do anymore I need help ladies and many opinions. What would you do and has this happened to anyone?