Hi Ladies,

I completely broke down and lost it this morning. Being just about 38weeks pregnant and battling a really nasty throat infection, feeling feverish, not being able to sleep at all, and oh yeah, taking care of my almost 3year old boy, my body and mental state felt like it was about to snap. After another night of watching the sky change color hour to hour and then watching the sun come up, coughing my lungs out, I came back upstairs to bed to a beautiful sunny morning to hear the sweet sound of my little boy calling for me, "mama, mama". My head was pounding and I just could not understand how to feel rested enough so that I can go out and enjoy this beautiful day with my family. My husband pressed my head for a minute and believe he intended to take lil man out to the park so that I can rest but before all that asked if he could go out for a run. He had been feeling under the weather last day or so too but then felt good sent to go outside and exercise. I just completely lost it right there. I felt as if I take care of my family but there's nobody to take care of me. I was surprised to receive a head massage for a few minutes without asking for one! But I just completely lost it and yelled out, in front of my son, and I was just a mess, crying, yelling at him, them. I feel so terrible now because my son saw me lose it and I think I scared him.

Anyone else have a lose it experience in front of their kiddo? I'm afraid I may have scared him or that he'll just think I'm crazy and not want to be himself around me.