Tried so hard this month not to think about it too much as everyone says..stress doesn't help, overthinking it doesn't help, try and relax...blah blah!! So booked a holiday..sat in Turkey on our last day of a wonderful holiday and boom...the bitch arrives a day early and I'm overwhelmed with sadness and grief for my empty aching womb. Was hoping I could go home with some positive news and some.exciting but it looks like life likes to hit me with the realisation that I'm not a mother and won't be anytime soon. And to top it all off...even more happy pregnancy announcements on Facebook...the girl I sit next to at work is having a baby girl everything she wanted...why can't it be me?? I'm lost, worn down and empty without my little ray of sunshine...where are you?😢