Good morning

Well, not so good morning, my period came right on que like clock work. Cycle #2 I'm officially out. 
All I can do is keep trying. 
Im feeling very depressed. I am just angry and very sad. I wish I never told anyone we were trying. 
My Neice also has been hating me, Becusse " there's a baby in my belly" so obv she's insane and wrong. I also got a double yolk in my egg the other day, so maybe there's hope. I'm sure one day I'll be able to be called mommy. Like I've always wanted. 
But I know my day will come!