Just need to vent.

I've been of fertility medicine for the last 3 months trying to get pregnant. I've only told 2 of my best friends. Both of them said they didn't want a baby for a long time and that I was crazy for wanting another (son is 16 months old) edited to add ** she has a little girl that is 2 years old and got her IUD taken out a month ago*** anyways, so this month I just got another negative test. Well my best friend just texted me and said she's pregnant and that it was on purpose. I'm super happy for them but I'm also so sad. I just started crying and don't really have anyone to talk to so I'm venting to the Internet. (I'm cool) anyways, it's just making me feel really upset and sad about it and I don't want our friendship to be weird but it's going to be hard to continue to be how we were when she's pregnant and I'm not and it just makes me sad šŸ˜”šŸ˜­Ā