Now 3 weeks have passed

Three weeks have now passed since my early miscarriage.  I still feel sick at times, tender breasts, and occasional headaches.  I cry daily at the sight of a newborn, clothing, or baby items.  I somehow have managed to not cry I front of my two year old but once over dinner and I lost it at the fact we won't be a family of 4.  At this point I can not wait for my hormones to level back out.  I was only 4 weeks pregnant, possibly 5 since I'm not sure when I ovulated.   This is just crazy!