Feeling bummed and emotional.

I feel like my pregnancy hormones have finally hit full swing at 19 weeks. I'm SO stressed out for a number of reasons unrelated to the baby - a few legitimately big stressors and a few little ones that just feel big right now. Then I'm bummed out - I'm struggling to accept my body as it changes, jealous of women who's bumps are cute and "perfect" while mine just makes me look fat and frumpy. I'm bummed I have an anterior placenta and can't feel my baby moving. I'm exhausted and my hips hurt so bad and I just want to curl up in a ball right now. I feel like I should be glowing with happiness right now, and I am so excited for the baby. But my emotions are just everywhere and I'm feeling so out of sorts.....