36 week appt

So today I went in for my 36 week check... Not dilated and only 30 percent thinned out. Doc proceeded to tell me he believes since this is my first i will make it to or even past my due date- followed by letting me know that the 2 days following my due date he will be out of town and my old doctor is on call( who I stopped seeing because I didn't like her) urrrrggggg hoping it happens before or after the weekend he is out of town. 24 days left 😭😭😭😭