😢💔 dont know what to do anymore..

I really need cheering up. I don't wanna be sad about my break up anymore its been almost 2 months and I feel so pathetic crying for someone I loved but didn't treat me good. I know I shouldn't be crying or sad about it but I really thought this guy was gonna be my forever but I was so wrong. When I'm in a relationship I love with all my heart, I make sure your good and if you need me I'm always here but I guess its never enough. I always seemed to get played or lied too. It really sucks you know something I've always dream of is finding my prince charming and being happy and I can't even get that. Sometimes its so hard to keep going. 💔