Rant!

I just need to rant to anyone who will listen. My boyfriend just really hurt my feelings about having kids and he says he wants them but just not now even though we have unprotected sex knowing it could and will happen sooner or later. We both agreed that we are ok with that and that we love eachother and can support a child if it did. But now all the sudden hes got a new view point like if we did we wouldnt be happy... then why are we having unprotected sex knowing that if you feel that way? Idk i just am sad cause i really wanna be pregnant and theres a small chance i could be now so if i am. I dont want him to be unhappy with it... i just needed to rant to rude comments pls.