Tired of waiting

I'm so tired of negatives and periods. I miss being pregnant. ( miscarriage at 12 weeks in Feburary) I'm so sick of trying. I wish I was one of the "unlucky" women who get pregnant whiteout trying. I know my husband feels the same. I'm so tired of seeing him dropping his head every month when I tell him AF arrived... It kills him. 
Any time now rainbow baby. Anytime.