😖i miss him?

My husband isnt in town and wont be for a long time its the 1st time we are apart from eachother and this has caused me to dream alot that im cheating and it seems to be more with the two men that most hurt me in the past my ex that used to hit me and then my other ex who cheted and verbaly abused me but i dont even know what to do i feel bad for dreaming that i love my husband and miss him in every way possible