Ready but scared

Mostly because I'm doing natural and my sister who has done natural keeps telling me to just get the epidural that I won't be able to handle it. I've complained maybe twice about pain my entire pregnancy and it was more I was worried something was wrong, she is so pretentious sometimes. I am due the 15th and the closer it gets the more I psych myself out.  I'm trying not to think about it at all and just cope with the anxiety when it is time but it's hard. I have bad anxiety problems and now that she's given me this self doubt I'm starting to obsess like omg what if everything that can go wrong does?