Too fat? I feel... Not right.

Jordan • Mommy to 12 👧🏼👼🏻👼🏻🧒🏼🧒🏼👼🏻👼🏻👼🏻👼🏻👼🏻👼🏻🤰🏻 5 chemicals, 3 miscarriages, 2 twin boys, and 1 bonus daughter (and now 1 more baby on the way)! Wife of my wife 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️
I went out of my comfort zone and bought a bikini. Weighing 240 pounds, this isn't the norm. I don't know. What do you guys think?
I LOVE the bikini itself. Just not on me...