Too fat? I feel... Not right.

Jordan • Mommy to 12 👧🏼👼🏻👼🏻🧒🏼🧒🏼👼🏻👼🏻👼🏻👼🏻👼🏻👼🏻👶🏻 5 chemicals, 3 miscarriages, 2 twin boys, 1 miracle baby boy and 1 bonus daughter! Wife of my wife 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️
I went out of my comfort zone and bought a bikini. Weighing 240 pounds, this isn't the norm. I don't know. What do you guys think?
I LOVE the bikini itself. Just not on me...