Just need to vent

So this TTC game is annoying. I usually get sore boobs one week out or right before the period comes or none at all. This month gave me great hope because the day after ovulation ( confirmed with opk & bbt) my boobs started to get sore. They have been sore all the way until now. I am 12dpo and my bbt is going down slowly. This usually happens right before AF shows. Just been very frustrating first the waiting game second the putting up with these stupid symptoms and no reward. We are planning on going to Japan in Sept and now I'm wondering if I should put this off until after the Trip. This would suck if next month decided to be the one and I can't really eat some sushi there. Thanks for listening 😭😭😭😭😭😭