Here I sit at almost midnight

Jennifer
I sit here and all I can think about is how bad I want to have my baby! I am 37 weeks. Everyone keeps telling me not to rush, he will come when he's ready but they aren't pregnant! They don't hurt like I do I have pelvic floor pain so intense I dread standing up. My legs try to give out from the pain. I have so much more I can complain about but I won't. It does no good, it doesn't change my situation lol. I will say it feels good to just shout it out that I am just over being pregnant. Oh and it doesn't help that my SIL(who was due one day before me) has had her beautiful son and I am still pregnant! Ugh!! I was hoping that going to go see them in the hospital would trigger my body.....bhahahahhahhahah all it did was make the anticipation worse.