Scared of receiving oral

Omfg, am I the only one that's terrified? I'm scared of what they're going to think of me, what I look like, smell like and taste like. It's freaking me the fuck out. What if they don't get turned on by me? Do they think I smell gross? Do I taste alright? Am I the only one that's scared omgggg. I masturbate like any other teenager and sometimes I don't smell pretty (if that's a thing AHHAHA) but I need a confidence booster. What was your first time like getting oral? Were you thinking the exact same? What did it feel like? Someone help a girl out 😩😩😩😩😩