Ttc for almost 2 years

Hi my name is Samantha I am a nurse and trainee massage therapist living in Wales near Chester in the UK. We have been ttc for our #1st baby coming up to 2 years now. I had a faint line back in October and went to have bloods to confirm pregnancy but was told that unfortunately my levels had dropped and I lost it very early on. We have started to use preseed to see if it makes any difference anyone else have success with this? My husband to be has also had a sperm test and has a low count of 22million and low motility but high morphology. I am currently waiting for an ultrasound scan and we are waiting to get referred to the fertility clinic for an assessment. In the meantime we are still trying and every month we have a little bit of hope. But we especially me loses all hope in ever becoming a mum. I can sit and cry for hours worrying about it and it's made worse when most of my friends are easily popping them out. I am currently 2 days away from my monthly and my cycles can be from 25 to 29 but for the past few months or so it's been 27 or 28 days. 🙏 Praying that this is our month this month.