Is it weird?

Is it weird that I can only really orgasm when watching porn? Like my boyfriend likes to go down on me but I'm not a fan of it. He tries so hard and it doesn't have to do with me being turned on enough because he does turn me on but watching porn when I play with myself is what makes me climax. We have tried watching porn together while having sex but I feel like it makes him feel like he isn't doing good enough...