Scared!! Dpo13

Ive kinda put off trying to concieve but this month has been a hard one. Not aware but my fiancee and i had intercourse the entire fertile window.. I havent had any pregnancy symptoms other then tired eating alot, And within a week my breast upped a size or 2. Also my cm is really white and watery.. My af was due between today and yesterday but hasnt shown and its unlike her. But im terrified to test. I know how bad my Fiancee and I want this. I dont wanna get depressed. Maybe ill wait a week.