Support pls...

I'm in the process of breaking up after being in a relationship for two years and crying so much, being emotionally treated like shit and other things. but right now I feel like I will never find a boyfriend again, never be confident with another men and I can't stand the feeling of not being able to have physical contact and cuddling ugh... i know that he will tell his next girlfriend and friends that I was a bitch although I put so much energy towards this relationship to make it work which makes me incredibly sad.