Confused and anxious

Amanda
So may 19th i lost my son at 21 weeks we had got permission to start trying june 17th had a vouple cycles since may 19th and im not due till july 18th so yesterday headed to genetics and high risk fertility doc and on the way up to the apointment of cours i started bleeding bled today and yesterday but its only when i go to the bathroom my pad is clean but i pee and there is blood. Red and darkish. But yesterday it had clear mucas in it. Just wondering if im out for this month me and my husband have now lost 4 consecutive pregnancies :'(