40 weeks 5 days

40 weeks and 5 days today 😫😩 1cm and 50% effaced, third baby woke up with severe lower back pain and super bad cramps got all excited thinking thank you Jesus it's finally time but they went away a few hours later 😥 anyone else over due and losing hope? They wanted to induce me tomorrow but I like to do things all natural and really wanted to wait until at least 41 weeks. If I don't go by Monday I think I'm going to call against my will and schedule my induction. Sigh.