Rebuilding balancing emotions
So I'm a new mom going through trying to figure out how to control my feelings and emotions. Before I had my daughter I was digniosed with depression... And now that I have a baby I now see that I actually need help🙏🏾... I live with my mom which has really been bad for me I feel like I live in hell... She doesn't help me with with literally anything... Being a new mom is challenging... It's not hard to love or provide for my baby but it's hard getting love and support and comfort for myself... I just completed a training for my new job which kinda was a challenge because I had a lot going on in my personal life... But now I got out of training I'm now working on rebuilding myself for my daughter. My mom and I argue a lot I do not feel like she loves me and I feel like she is jealous of who I am and want to be... Also while living with my mom I'm staying with my old bitter sister and my younger brother and sister, oh and my moms alcoholic boyfriend. It's a lot to deal with... I'm focused on moving out but it's a lot trying to hold me down... Also I'm still waiting for the DNA test for my daughter. When my daughter was conceived my ex and I planned on having her. We were not together he was suppose to be getting out a realtuonship but he didn't. I admit I started messing with someone but I didn't mean to get pregnant to someone with out knowing I wouldn't know who my daughters dad is.. It's really hard that I don't have a lot of support taking care of my daughter. I really wanted a family with my ex but he has his on and off girlfriend disrespecting me and my daughter. He also take care of her son while she left her other four children in another state. My anxiety and stress is worse than ever. I really need a support group. Being a full time mom and working full time is hard. On time I gained a lot of weight that I need to loose. I ask that you all help me pray that God rebuilds and restore me for the better.
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