Sad it is over

As I sit here on the eve of what was supposed to be my 3rd and final csection, baby came on 7/7/16 instead, I'm so sad to think my baby making years are officially over. Unless I'm the 1% who falls pregnant after having my tubes tied..... After 3 babies in 4 years, my life has been nothing but diapers, breastfeeding, and snuggling babies as a SAHM. I'm so sad to think this will be my last set of "1st" I will experience.... But I am looking forward to the next step of milestones with my kids, so for now I will continue to cherish every moment I can (even the ones at 2 am!)...