Guy problems i need help girls

Ok so my "bf" and i  had a little arguement last night well actually me he was more calm at the situation. So the fight was cause last Saturday he was drinking with his friends insted of hanging out with he works monday thru saturday so it would be nice to spend a day with him since he plays soccer on sundays and after wards he goes to his uncles house! I was so ready to break up with up i mean what girl wouldnt like to get shown off or spend a good day with their bf right! Thing is i was ready to break up with him and he told me that he did want to be with me that he knew that this was gonna happen that we were gonna start arguing cuz he doesnt time but i understand that he works that he cant be with me 24/7 but it would be nice for him to atleast hang out with me an hr or so when he does have a day off not only that but i would love it if he would act like a bf and started talking to me more in his games! so we continue arguing and then he tells me it would kill him to see me with someone else and that he just wants to make me happy! I mean i like him it would be hard starting over with someone new not only that but i enjoying being with him! If he could just put a little effort it would all be great! i tried kissing someone else and it just felt weird!!! Which is why i dont want to leave him i enjoying ever little min with him but i dont want to be playing games and playing hide and seek but he told me he was gonna start talking to me more in public and he even told me we were gonna spend the day together! Im still undeceive on what i want to do i dont want waist my time and feel dumb! HELP PLZ