I'm sorry this might be super long....

I've been with my boyfriend for 4 months. He just turned 21 and I'm 18. He works full time, and is trying to get a business of his started, so I completely understand that he is busy a lot. When We first started dating, he always wanted to spend time together and we hung out at least 3 times a week. Now we hang out when he has enough time, maybe once a week or every other week. We have sex in his car and then go eat, and that's usually what we do when we are each other.

I'm unhappy ):

I understand he doesn't have a lot of time, I really do, and I tell him it's not a big deal to me, but it's slowly eating away at me as the days go on...I've never even met his parents, or been to his house, but he has been to mine and has met all of my family (which is pretty small).

What's killing me is that I lost my virginity to him, and we haven't even made it to an actual bed yet. And I feel like he doesn't make me a priority. He says he loves me, but I'm starting to feel like a FWB or like this is a LDR.

I live with my God Parents right now, and they're the type of people that notice EVERYTHING. My God dad asks me why I don't go out with him, or why we don't talk on the phone (me and my boyfriend only communicate via text during the day). Its starting to get to me.

But I don't bring these thoughts up to him. Because I don't even have my licence yet, or a job, so I can't take him out because I don't have the money or I can't pick HIM up and take him somewhere, and I keep telling myself that I should be happy that he drives to me every time to spend time with me. I shouldn't complain.

I just can't help but feel unhappy, or that this isn't the right time for him to be in a relationship. I love him a lot, but it starting to hurt my feelings how much he pushes me aside. I support him in everything he does, but I would at least like for him to think about this relationship at least a little, you know?

Is it wrong that feel like this? Should I talk to him about it? Should I just let it go and put those thoughts aside?

Any and all opinions are welcome!

Thanks gals 💋