Pregnant & scared

First time mommy here and I'm honestly so scared of not only giving birth but of just everything that comes along with having a baby. I understand it's a blessing but I'm still sitting here freaking myself out. And on top of that I'm only 10 weeks and bloating so bad I literally can't even wear pants cause it puts way to much pressure on my stomach. I've become so self conscious that I don't even want my husband to shower with me or touch my stomach, I don't even look pregnant , I just look fat and I don't know what to do or how to change my thought process. When I became pregnant I weighed 117 now I'm 125 at only 10 weeks and I'm so scared.... ☹️