Getting induced, ftm, moving

So I'm getting induced at 37w4d this Wednesday night. And I'm am beyond terrified. Ironically, I was so ready to get this little baby out.. until my doctor was like "how's Wednesday sound?" And my fiancée and I were both like... this wednesday?! Like in two days?? I broke down and cried right there. I'm no good with pain, but really don't want an epidural. I'm scared to give in to an epidural because I was so set on not getting one. I want to try to labor in water instead. But I heard pictocin makes contractions come on fast and hard. And I'm in general just scared because.. that's my vagina and hospitals are not my thing. Fuck, my cervix check today hurt like hell!

And just to add to the stress, we are closing on a house tomorrow! And getting induced the next day?! What?! I was suppose to be cleaning, painting and moving.. not having a baby! So now I have to literally unpack things to be able to care for the baby for a couple weeks at my mom's house. And damn it, I worked hard packing it all with this belly!

I guess.. any advice on a ftm getting induced? I know, I know.. try not to stress and don't be scared.. well easier said than done to say the least....