I am writing this to give hope to other women and let them know my journey

Martha
I am writing this to give hope to other women and let them know my journey. My husband and I have tried for seven years!!! I have severe endo along with other issues. I've had three endo surgeries in the past all revealing chocolate cysts and deep embedded endo. This left me with less functioning ovaries and what I'm sure was a mess in there. I was told my chances were less than 1% and that I was but able to ovulate strongly enough on my own to result in a pregnancy. In early June I decided to take a break and go on bc pills to have a few months of pain relief. Let me mention that all along this journey I have prayed, cried out to God, had my church pray for me and I KNEW and told people I know God was going to give me a baby. Ive tried <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a>, clomid, etc. multiple times throughout our journey knowing deep down it would never work because God was going to perform a miracle on His own. But we all get desperate and think we need to help him out sometimes lol. So anyway after two days of birth control pills I was so sick on them I just couldn't do it. So I tried another kind...again so sick so I stopped them. My cycles has gotten wonky before this as well and going off/ on and switching pills didn't help. Last week I decided I needed to go back on antidepressants because I began having bad panic attacks again. I started them and was so sick!!!! After a few days they decided to try a different kind. I never started them because I just had this feeling I shouldn't. Yesterday morning I thought maybe I should take a test since I'm a few days late and then I'll feel ok about starting this new medicine. That line popped up there before I could blink!!!!!! 7 years I've been waiting for that line!!! I was shaking and crying!!! I went to my dr for blood work knowing my progesterone is always low and I have mthfr so I was told I'd also need blood thinners. I was (I thought) about 4 weeks along. They called and all my numbers were great!!!! No blood thinners even!!! They said my hcg was 5,600 so I was closer to 6 weeks and I go back Thursday for more blood work then next week an ultrasound!!! Here's my advice... Give it to God! He's the only one who can open your womb. I believe he not only gave me this baby, but healed me completely! When I let go and trusted Him he did exactly what he's told me for seven years he'd do! I can't thank him enough but I can share my story and give him glory through this. There's so much more to my journey. I could write a book and probably should lol. I pray for those women who are like me and think it'll never be my turn, I'll never get to write my story. If you trust in God and let him lead you, yes you will!!!;)