Screw you OBGYN

I'm in roughly my 9th week if you believe my obgyn which at this point... I don't.

Here's what I've been through.

Went in for my first appointment a week ago.

No heartbeat. Only did an external US. No internal.

Let me add that the US lasted less than 5 minutes. The tech said barely 2 sentences to me before stating my child was dead and I had a miscarriage. She then promptly left the room as my fiance and I scrambled for an explanation.

Went in 4 days later. No heartbeat. Woman finally figured we should maybe test my blood to see if it's rh - or + and check my hormone levels.

Began trying to pressure and bully me into getting a DNC or taking the pill to evacuate my child.

Let me comment that I've had no cramps. No bleeding. Just normal pregnancy symptoms.

I go in Monday and she tells me my levels are through the roof and she 'just doesn't understand why.' But not to get my hopes up or continue to wait because it could be a molar pregnancy.

.....I'm convinced this woman is out to murder my child without giving him a chance.

Safe to say I'm switching doctors.

Sidenote. I went to a family friend who's been a doctor for.. God who knows how long I recounted my story to him and he shook his head and requested he do his own blood work.

I'm giving my child a chance. Not nipping him in the bud because an idiot is convinced he's gone because she hasn't done her job.

Side. Side note. My mother has 6 kids. Never lost any of them. And all 6 times the doctors told her there was no hope. She didn't give up on us and I sure as he'll won't give up on my baby.