Ttc :/

So i have packed on a few pounds(40ish) since meeting my love and the passing of my grandpap! I stopped smoking i stopped taking birth control in november to prep myself for a little one but it seem s to be a little harder then expected! Me and my bf said when it happens it happens and i try to take my mind off of it because we will be wedding planning soon but i fear because i gained so much weight i wont be able to concieve! Im not getting any younger ill be 30 and i am having such a hard time losing even 5 pounds! I do exercise at least 2 3 times a week about a hr to a hr 1/2! I am reading all these articles about weight messing up hormones its driving me literally insane... Even though i said when it happens it happens i was hoping sooner rather then later!