Is it me?
I'm literally about to cry. I'm at my breaking point. This July has been one of the worst ever. To start the month off, I went to visit my dad, and long story short, my step sister has an almost 3 years old who's not being parented and he's a little shit. He was MEAN to my 15 month old. Did everything except spit on her!
Then, i found out my Pepaw, who has been really sick for many years, was in the hospital again, because he was leaking spinal fluid again, thanks to his pain pump, and he has a pretty bad staph infection, one that can kill him. He has a bad heart😢
THEN, I was hit head on by a corrections officer who was playing Pokemon Go! I had my daughter in the car with me!! If I hadn't been paying attention and slowed down when I saw him coming at me, things would've been way worse and...I can't fathom losing my baby...
THEN!, a family members step daughter and bf were in a major accident. They're recovering, but okay. And tonight, my family member posted a picture of their grandchild, who's 18 months, forward facing! When I tried to explain how dangerous that is, I was met with "Her mother knows what's best". Well, apparently not.
AND!!, my fiancé is working out of state and he's been snippy and rude lately. I've asked him why but he won't say anything. I know he's stressed out, but he doesn't need to take it out on me😢
All of this is going on while my fiancé and I are TTC. Obviously we can't make a baby with him out of town and it's making me sad.
This whole month is complete shit and I just want to break down and cry😢 Everyone's been rude or ignoring me lately and idk why..
Is it just me? Why does this shit keep happening to me?😢 I can't take it anymore...
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