Not a boycott , a break..... Why ? READ

I've been tracking.. For years. Yearning for a baby. Everyone around me has babies unexpected around me. I use opk every month. I bbt every month. I stalk up on pregnancy test ( just in case). My Tww is fucking with my head. My sex with my hubby turns into a sperm donor. I don't enjoy it always, I just want my baby. My future. I'm tired ladies. Glow kind of makes me feel more obsessed. The app is great, I'm not alone. But I wanna quit. I'm 30. I'm putting friction in my marriage. So is it really the right time to have a child? Glow ladies , share your story and be honest because honestly I cant not obsess anymore. Tell me someone In this world is out there but me ... Bless you all ❤️ I choose to put this post anonymously bc I'm ashamed of giving up. But i want to have a baby out of love and passion not bc glow says baby dance your ovulating and fight with my husband bc he is at work and can't be with me. Let go and let GOD.. 👍🏻😇