Idk 😔

Do you ever just get so mad and irritated then you lose all feeling. You are just empty, not hungry, not thirsty, quiet, just feel depressed I guess. I'm home alone now and I still just want to sit in my closet and not talk to anyone except my boyfriend who is with his brothers playing video games so he isn't talking to me. I just feel like there is something wrong with me I've been like this for three days.