i cant leave the house.. 😢💔

i am sooo depressed i dont want to see anyone or meet someone i dont want to have friends i just want to be at home with my family ... i am happily married but my husband didnt get visa yet so he is still in his country and i am desperatly looking for a job even if i dont want to work i am so so sad and i feel i am forcing myself to live what can i do i hate to feel this way 😭