Feeling so low

I'm 5 days late. Was meant to be due on the 28th just took a test and was negative. I'm distraught. There is nothing I want to be more than a mummy, someone having to depend on me, someone to love with all my heart (I love my partner to the bones of me) . I miscarried 2 years ago I then got the implant. Had it taken out January this year and my periods have been very regular. I really don't know what to do. My partner hates seeing me so down and I cry every time I think about it. Just praying for a little good luck to come my way 😢