Your beating heart was strong

Theresa • Married house wife. My first pregnancy ended in MC. My second pregnancy I have a healthy baby boy born April 21 2018. Now for weight loss.
We made it 10 weeks together, I saw your heartbeat. I didn't want you to leave me. I dreamed of when I could hold you in my arms and look at your precious face. I started fixing up your room I had a collection of things for you. I couldn't wait for you, counting the days and weeks eagerly. Checking on your progress rejoicing in your milestones, you were growing so fast. 
I don't why you had to go. 
I don't know what to do!
I woke up and you had to leave me. In one long early morning you were already gone. I woke up and it wasn't a dream, you were already gone. 
I finally got to see you so little, incomplete, like my heart. I'm so sorry.