Asking for help

I just need someone to talk to, I feel so alone even tho I have a bf. Tonite things seems to be getting on top of me. I don't feel like I'm in a relationship any more, I feel like a slave to him rather than a gf. I can't take it anymore, the things he does and say I no its emotional abuse. I have know idea wat to do I have no friends or family near me they all live 120 miles away. I cam off antidepressants 6 weeks ago and now I feel really down and alone