No sex in the champagne room...

Between work, kids and the heat in Texas I can't get my other half to bust a move on me and its starting to mess with my head.

I can't seem to verbalize my frustration either. He works super hard, and we have a 1 year old and a 10 year old.

They keep us busy.

We don't have many options for sitters either for the baby.

I don't know what to do. Which is stupid for me to even say because this used to not be a problem for me.

He is very reserved. Kids are a priority to him.

Which is fantastic considering we are a "blended" family so to speak. He's a great dad. I don't know if its just me or what. I know we seriously need some adult time. This last 6 months have been really rough due to some family issues we had to deal with.

I guess its safe to say I don't feel desired.

I want to just throw myself on him but I can't.

Its all starting to drive me slowly crazy.

Someone talk me down here lol I feel like I'm on the proverbial edge. 😐