Bed rest 😒

I have a household to run, two kids, and pets to tend to. I need to go school shopping for my oldest. I need to grocery shop. Bed rest is not something this mama wanted to hear. 2 more weeks til I hit 36 weeks and they said she could come. Until then I have to basically stay confined to my bed otherwise I risk further progression. I feel like I'm failing my baby and my other kids. I'm so upset!!!