Feeling bleh

I'm feeling really depressed today. I'll be 32 weeks tomorrow. I know signs of postpartum depression can start before you have the baby and I'm really hoping that's not it. I had it with my first. I just want to cry and cry. My bf and I argued about cleaning yesterday and he's been resorting to threaten leaving when we argue even about even the stupidest things. I was kinda over it and told him dude bye if you wanna leave over something that petty. Then I see charges in our bank account that look for lunch for 2 but then again it was sushi so IDK...I'm overwhelmed at work. I wish the new guy would bug someone else with all his questions but we are understaffed. I'm tired. My back hurts. My chest is getting tight, I know it's anxiety. I'm just so freaking over it and needed to vent. Sorry 😳