Trying to have a baby

My husband and I have been trying to have a baby for 5 years now. To go to a fertility specialist it will take every extra dime that my husband and I have!! But there are so many people in this world that pops out children like there going out of style and they can't take care of them and or mistreat them its so irritating, people don't realize what a gift a child is and they take advantage of this gift...... But yet there are people like my husband and I who would give up anything to experience this precious gift