Diagnosed... Pcos

I just got diagnosed last month with PCOS,, I've been trying to concieve for over a year now I was seeing a doctor but when I went to my last appointment in the fertility clinic i got turned down because no one told me id have to pay up front.... my heart just broke my mother has 12 kids... I'm #6 all of those who are older than me have kids ... I guess I was just the black sheep of the famiy... the only support i have is from my boyfriend.. I just hope I get to have babies that's all I really want...