Being induced Thursday ( 42hours😳)

My original due date is August 17th I went to the doctor today and they will be inducing me this Thursday due to GD! Little man is weighing in at 7 pounds 14oz (64th precential) not overly big at this point! I'm going thru a lot of different emotions. This is my first child my mothers first grand baby and I know she wants to be in the room while he is born. However she can be quite the negative nancy and I can be very bitchy when I'm under pressure stressed and in pain while I'm assuming I will be all 3! Her and my husband do not get along and he will be in the room for sure, I'm stressing out! I don't want to say anything to hurt her feelings or make her feel badly and I'm afraid if she is in the room the whole time it will come down to that! I'm torn as of what to do! ALSO my doctor said she is going to try the pills in the vajay (forgot what they were called) to help me dilate I'm only a fingertip as of today! ☹️ she said she wanted to try that for atleast 24hours and then give me a break and let me eat a meal and then try again?!? The thought of being in labor or in that bed for days before my son arrives and then the extra days after he is born really has me upset! Am I crazy for feeling this way? Why do I feel like I've gotten a surge or hormones the last couple days with anxiety? I just want to cry and be left alone! Someone please tell me I'm not the only one 😩